Today was a big day...i came to a few conclusions that go as follows,
1. I am never going to be a good speller (so just read the Fin' blogging without commenting on my spelling errors! okay jill? I mean let it go!) (Just so you know i actually like the fact that you make fun of my spelling, i just wanted to address the issue before you had a chance to rip this post apart, cause i'll be honest, it takes too much energy for me to worry about if i spelt this or that right...)
now that we got that out of the way, on to the important things
There is a girl named Ashley at the home that i work at. she is my favorite, even though we can't have "favorites". Her story is way sad, like most of theirs are. Anyway, my boss came up to me today and asked me if i would take her to her soccer game today. Of course i said yes. He said that it was her last game and that she asked for me to take her and to stay and watch. It broke my heart...with that being said it leads me to the rest of my "revelations"...
2. I have been so blessed to have had parents who were there for me to watch whatever activity i was involved in. Lets face it...we all have. I always forget that not everyone has that.
3. Everytime ashley would do good, she would look over to see if i was watching and if i was cheering. It broke my heart again cause i used to do that with my parents.
4. It is going to be so amazing to watch my kids in their various activities someday. I never understood what my parents meant, and why they got so into it. Now i know, and she's not even my child.
5. All these revelations (especially #4) makes me feel old once again. like, im growing up and thinking about kids and stuff! yikes
6. Also, i want to adopt! I don't know when, but im gonna.
So i just wanted to share that because i think we all have so much to be thankful for. Today opened my eyes to that. Life is good and beautiful. I wish i could remember that every moment.
okay...this post is too much...
love you all... |